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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

papers really really really really ridiculously suck!

first off, thanks verona for reminding me that i have my PAPER DUE TODAY!!! XD  and secondly, no i havn't finished yet.  there's about 6 hrs left for me to work on it and i'm still only about two-thirds completed, in the sense of words and pages.  i'm needing to finish the last body section of my paper, then go on to write the intro, conclusion, bibliography, and then edit it (hopefully) in time.

ya ranting post.. but onli bcuz verona entried on my last totally out of date one.  boo hoo... papers..


Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Having read Brian's post a while back regarding religion and its failings, here was my response to it. It's really just my comment to Verona's post about it... but CTRL+C and CTRL+V are my friends.



having only ever heard of this guy once prior to reading his post, i honestly don't know anything about him, but from just reading his post, i would almost completely agree with you verona. but to start off with, i find the MOST ironic thing comes directly from the last major point of his comment: "acceptance". he, apparently, advocates acceptance while, at the same time, writes a completely prejudiced essay on 'why religion does not exist.' uhh.. huh? sorry, i must've gotten lost when he contradicted himself.

a lot of my initial feelings and response to his post has been very well conveyed by you, and it's totally awesome because i could never be able to structure and build an argument like you did. it is important to note that you are NOT trying to force anything upon anybody, but you're simply doing what he intentionally tried to create: a debate.

and since i don't know brian, i'll share here (with verona :P) some other things that i thought:

what kept throwing me off about how i should view his claim was that he could not define his own personal beliefs to begin with. so is he agnostic or atheist? he sort of keeps jumping fences throughout his post between these two perspectives. if he was atheist, firstly he then has no right in claiming that "religion and these higher powers do not look over the lives of humanity but the lives of itself." a majority of his view would go down the drain because.. ATHEISTS DENY THE EXISTENCE OF God or GODS. you can't argue with something that you don't believe in, a belief that you are challenging. and actually, there has been significant proof for Christianity (not saying that there isn't for other religions, but i have more knowledge in Christianity) and the credibility of the Holy Bible based on historical proof. and if physical proof isn't evident enough for agnostics or atheists, tell me what driving force on this earth, other than religion, can change, shape, and give purpose to people's lives? in MY 19 "long" years on this planet, i know of NOBODY who has clung on to their vault of money, their collection of porsches and rolls royce, or their many Ph D's while on their deathbed.

i sincerely believe that we are driven to find purpose in life. although a businessman may tell you he is driven by his pursuit of money, he will tell you otherwise when money fails him and he goes bankrupt. religion gives people purpose and a vision for their lives -- whether you argue what religion drives people to do is good or bad is another story. you may fantasize about power, money, or knowledge, but all these things are temporary and have been tangibly proven to fail, falter, and change. religion, on the other hand, does not change. in the thousands of years that, for example, Christianity has existed, its core beliefs and integrity has been challenged over and over again, and yet it still stands the same and as solid as it has ever stood before. now wait, if my knowledge of history holds to be correct, i think i do remember something called "The Great Depression." i think it had something to do with money failing... hmm.

I also find interesting in his last paragraph how he boldly claims that "there is no higher power." wait, didn't he just accept that religion, and therefore a higher power or higher powers, exist in his opening paragraph: "there's this entity..."religion and these higher powers do not look over the lives of humanity but the lives of itself." again i question - if you believe it doesn't exist, how can you take a stance that suggests and argues that religion and a higher power DOES exist and is a corrupted presence?

so from challenging the existence and credibility of religion, he now ends by questioning life in the same way. if life "is just a fantasy," what are you living in right now? although that would definitely make a good post-modern philosophical claim, i'm quite sure that life is real. and anyways, if it were an illusion and "just a fantasy and we all know fantasies do not exist", your truths would be completely insignificant. if everything around you is fake, what makes what you think more real than what you're living? going back to what i think about purpose, i think brian really sums it up for me: "our hope of searching for [life's] true meaning." rather than being an essay of questioning religion or life or beliefs, i think he is having trouble questioning the purpose of his own existence, of what drives him, and rather than trying to solve this issue, he instead lashes out at the one thing he refuses to unravel. maybe he is feeling this way because he refuses to let go of "power, money, and the thirst for knowledge [that] ultimately controls [his] ideals."

PS. this is just simply what i felt and thought after reading his post, and obviously is tied into what i personally believe. and to clear things up (in case others read this), i am a Christian. my religion and my beliefs HAVE changed me completely and i have found purpose in it.


Friday, March 03, 2006

2 Funny (True!) Stories

yes.. i am JUST as surprised with myself as you may be that, not only am i posting a xanga entry, but it's twice in a week!!  and yes, i'd be pretty shocked if anybody read this as well -- tho apparently arthur ACTUALLY props me tho i post like .. never.. (sry, too late, tired, and stressed for sam's usual stupidly-wittyly-stupid comments)

so seeing how ppl usually talk about wuts going on, guess i'll try it out :P  had my poli sci midterm today (50 mcq's) and i think i did pretty well!  and by pretty well, i mean it in my failing standards.  think i got at least 40/50, but we'll see wen i get the marks back.  got a second english midterm 2molo -- gotta write a comparative essay inclass, but it sux cuz we can't bring in nething.. not even the texts that we're writing on.  cuz on the last midterm, like 1/4 of the class was caught plagiarizing.  but ya, totally jacked up with midterms and upcoming papers.. brutal stuff!  ya, too lazy to actually try to prep my english now.. if i'm lucky and wake up early 2molo morning (lol!!), then i'll do some prepping :D

now on to 2 recent stories for your (mainly my) entertainment that i first saw on sportsnet:

STORY #1



STORY #2



*bonus*

apparently, this really awesome collge football quarterback, Vince Young, who is entering the NFL next season took the Wonderlic aptitude tests that all NFLers take -- and he got 6 out of 50!  after whining about it being unfair, how he didn't know until that morning that he had to take this test, and how it is inaccurate.. he retook the test and got 16/50 (congrats -- u've now been promoted from the intelligence of a pinecone to that of a rat)

"The average score for a player at the combine is 19. The average score overall — hundreds of corporations use the Wonderlic — is 21. But a score under 10 is an indication of literacy problems. Former Iowa State running back Darren Davis reportedly has the record for lowest score, a 4. Former Florida State kicker Sebastian Janikowski reportedly got a 9."

a few examples of questions on the Wonderlic:

1. Look at the row of numbers below. What number should come next?

8 4 2 1 ½ ¼ ?
3. Paper sells for 21 cents per pad. What will four pads cost?
8. When rope is selling at $.10 a foot, how many feet can you buy for sixty cents?
9. The ninth month of the year is
1. October, 2. January, 3. June, 4. September, 5 May.
   *better hope that he got THIS one right*
10. Which number in the following group of numbers represents the smallest amount?
7 .8 31 .33 2
15. A boy is 17 years old and his sister is twice as old. When the boy is 23 years old, what will be the age of his sister?

uhh ya, anyways, i just found this stuff rly funny wen Don Taylor wuz reporting it.. xpecially the trading meat for a soccerp player one lol!!  cool.. 1am, snooze now cuz i wuz cramming for poli sci last nite.. maybe i'll dream up a really good essay for english!


Wednesday, March 01, 2006

once again.. please be warned: 

i NEVER (well almost never) do ANYTHING with my xanga, other than use it to leave comments for other ppl occasionally. this means that .. YES, my xanga page will always look this crap and the pictures will always be this ugly :P.. unless it's a picture of BoA!!  hey, that's an awesome idea!!  i mite just do that... mm, this gave me a good umm.. imaginary smile today cuz shaw cable is always mad at me for blowing bandwidth

You know you download too much when...

- You never run out of anything to watch
- You ride your bike instead of getting the bus to save money for next isp payment
- You download stuff, just for the sake of downloading stuff, just because its there, not because you need or want it
- You cancel your Cable TV because you dont like commercials.
- Your electric bill is twice than usual
- When you drive by the Movie theater to check out whats new, you notice theres nothing you have not already seen.
- You think 80GB is a small hard disk.
- You have more disks than the company you work for.
- You're waiting for a 100GB ipod for your music collection
- Your friends and family members call you by your screen name.
- The last party you went to was a LAN party.
- The only slang words you use are written in 1337.
- You know what 1337 means.
- When your psychologist recommends backing off by 20GB a day
- When you fill out your tax forms in hexadecimal.
- When My Documents looks like Blockbuster
- When your ISP discounts you for time disconnected

ya.. i wuz just bored at midnite today after reading poli sci.. midterms thurs, fri and next friday.. brutal stuff!

k.. i wuz so bored i started playing around a bit.. wow, colours!!  tired.. check hockey pool, then out    -peace


Monday, January 05, 2004

hey!  k...this is arf....and i've signed sam up for xanga....he prolly won't update or anything but who cares....^_~